I did it! I finally wore a short dress Saturday night..I’m SLOWLY overcoming my insecurity about wearing dresses, not the maxi ones, the short ones. I’ve always had this thing about my calves, that they are HUGE and I have a vein in the front of my left leg that is hideous…that was a result of standing on my feet when I was younger and weighed 238. I use Jergens sunless tanning lotion about 3 days before I wear my anything short. It works, unless it has been tricking me into thinking no one can see my vein. I felt pretty and dare I say girlie again. As the scale goes down, my insecurities are going away. So, if you have any insecurities and are losing weight, just wait…. you will overcome! What are you insecure about?
I had a great weekend…I took Friday off and hung out with a Comic Con widow…we went for a 5 mile walk and got pedis. Saturday, we went for a walk at Seaport Village and hung out at the pool. My friend is a lifetime WW, and we have sooo much in common..she understands why I didn’t want to go out to eat lunch and would rather make a 5 point lunch at home. We even split breakfast on Saturday! Love her! And then our husbands joined us for dinner, hence the dress!
I’m super excited about tomorrow..I’m going back to school and registration is tomorrow. I have about 4 classes til I can transfer to CSUSM. Wish me luck, I’m hoping to take Business Communications and Psychology online. However, if Psychology is full then Calculus here I come! UGH!